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Monday, 24 November 2025

5 Must Watch Stranger Things Episodes

November 24, 2025 0 Comments


The Final season of Stranger Things is afoot and November 27th cannot come any sooner! (6.30 am IST) But let's be honest, most of us probably need to brush up on our Stranger Things mythology.

With Stranger Things Season 5 dropping its first four episodes on November 27th 2025, we need to refresh our memories and remember every character arc and re-organize our burning questions about the Upside Down. As the trailer suggests, the stakes have never been higher!

All of us need a battle plan which includes a strategic re-watch that won't consume our entire life. Forget binge-watching as we outline the 5 episodes that will remind you why this show became the cultural phenomenon that it is and prepare you for the final goodbye. 


So grab your waffles (Eggos) and let's dive into the essential viewing list for your last revision - 


1. Chapter One: The Vanishing of Will Byers (Season 1, Episode 1) - The relevance and importance of this episode is marked by the exclusive clip that was released on Youtube. Why was Will chosen and his connection to the Upside Down seems to be the big plotline of season 5 and we need to understand the remember the nuances of the 1st episode to "close the circle". 

2. Chapter Seven: The Bathtub (Season 1, Episode 7) - This is where the show transforms from a simple mystery series to full scale sci-fi, dark and scary. We are introduced to the sensory deprivation tank scene which expands on Eleven's ability to travel mentally. We slowly begin to understand the full scale of Eleven's powers.  

3. Chapter Eight: The Mind Flayer (Season 2, Episode 8) - This season is one of my favourite and Noah Schnapp's acting is the cherry on top. Will Byers is at the center and he has been fundamentally changed by his time in the Upside Down. Every strategy the Mind Flayer has learned and used is something that it has learned from Will. The show's message of friendship, love, found family is beautifully showcased in this episode. 

4. Chapter Seven: The Massacre at Hawkins Lab (Season 4, Episode 7) - We finally start piecing all the crucial information together as we are introduced to "One" aka Henry Creek aka Vecna. We finally understand why Eleven created the portal to the Upside Down. 

5. Chapter Nine: The Piggyback (Season 4, Episode 9) - This is the episode where the team loses and the bad guys triumphed. As the episode reaches a crescendo in the end, we are left with a Hawkins which is torn apart. Vecna finally gets what he wants and four gates open! The use of fear, mob mentality, sacrifices and deaths tie this episode beautifully and leaves us wanting more. 


Where are we now? 

From Season 4, we clearly get the picture that Vecna cannot leave the Upside Down. We have seen the Demagorgons and Demodogs in Hawkins but it is established that Vecna is confined to the Upside Down. And Season 5 seems to be the last and final phase of his plan to finally be able to be on the normal plane and not be stuck in the Upside Down forever. As our favourite characters embark on their last journey to tie all the loose ends, I cannot wait for Season 5 to start streaming!


As for you, you could binge all the episodes but life is short and streaming time is limited and not every episode is essential to understand the endgame. Watch these 5 episodes as you get ready for the finale of one of our favourite TV series. 

Thursday, 20 November 2025

Black Mirror Episodes Too Real To Be Fiction

November 20, 2025 0 Comments

I finally gave in.


After years of avoiding Black Mirror because "I did not need extra anxiety, thanks", I caved.




Earlier this year, a friend casually showed me one episode — Rachel, Jack and Ashley Too — and suddenly I was extremely intrigued by this unsettling vortex of techno-dystopia. Honestly, the Miley Cyrus episode didn’t even feel like science fiction. It felt like someone had taken today’s pop-star-worship culture, tossed in AI assistants, and hit fast-forward. I've read a short story previously along the same lines — Taylor Swift by Hugh Behm-Steinberg. It even won the Barthelme Prize in 2015 because 'it casts a spell'. And I agree. The story is as strange and unsettling as the Black Mirror episodes I talk about below.


And you know what, the scary part in these stories is never the tech. It's always the fact that people can easily twist tech into something manipulative and profitable at the expense of other people.


That episode starring Miley Cyrus struck a chord because I’ve been working on a short story in the same AI-tech space. So with a blend of curiosity, dread, and writerly research greed, I started exploring more episodes. And wow… some of them are so real, it’s almost like the show is reporting live from our near future.


Let's get into a few of them that have been renting space in my brain for a while.


1. Fifteen Million Merits (Season 1, Episode 2) – We’re Already Pedalling Into It

Fifteen Million Merits is one of the earliest episodes and one of the most plausible ones. People cycling all day to generate power, earning digital credits, drowning in hyper-personalised ads — it’s weirdly familiar, isn't it?


Japan recently started converting footsteps into electricity. Train stations, stadiums, public pathways — people simply walking around are generating power. It’s incredible technology and a brilliant sustainability effort. But watching Fifteen Million Merits, I could see the extent to which this idea could be exploited. Technological inventions always start with a noble intention, then greed takes over. You don't even realise how trapped you are in the system. Moreover, when the ending did not disappoint, it became even scarier. I mean, how do you even fight against the system when you're dying at its feet, but it still manages to provide a lifeline?


2. Be Right Back (Season 2, Episode 1) - Digital Ghosts, Anyone?

Imagine losing someone you love… and then getting an AI version of them built from their social media footprint.


Comforting or creepy? The answer is yes.


What’s wilder is that this idea isn’t staying fictional. The Indian web series Mismatched played with a similar concept. And recently, there was news about an AI app developed by the former Disney Channel actor, Calum Worthy, that lets you create avatars of relatives who have passed away by learning from their videos.


At first, you'll feel relieved that something like this exists. But then you start to see how the dependency plays out and isolates the person who's grieving, and often drives them to madness. I loved how this episode ended with the thought that hyper-realistic AI models are just that - a piece of technological junk, or rather a toy to play with. It will never be the real thing.


3. Nosedive (Season 3, Episode 1) – The Social Media Olympics We All Signed Up For

This is one of my most favourite episodes solely because of the narrative curve. It was a chef's kiss for me. This pastel-colored world where your social rating decides whether you get a house, a flight upgrade, or even basic respect… we’re already halfway there. Aren't we?


Think about how much of life revolves around flawless Instagram aesthetics, perfectly curated LinkedIn updates, restaurant ratings, Uber ratings, Amazon reviews, Goodreads stars, “Did you like this ride?” notifications — everything we do gets scored.


We pretend it’s harmless, but all of us have felt the subtle pressure to appear better, happier, more “together” online. Nosedive just pushes that pressure to its natural, terrifying extreme.


It doesn’t feel like fiction. It feels like Tuesday.


4. Hated in the Nation (Season 3, Episode 6) – Hate + Tech = Combo that Kills. Literally.

Online hate is not a new thing. Sadly, it's a normal thing.


In this episode, what begins as online hate disguised as outrage spirals into something far darker, powered by tech that was apparently replacing bees because the bees went extinct due to rampant usage of tech. Talk about irony.


We’ve all seen how social media mobs operate: someone says or posts something, and within hours, thousands of people who don’t even know the full story are attacking them. This particular story takes the hate to a new extreme.


It goes on to highlight how much personal data we casually share online. Our photos, locations, preferences, connections — all floating around, waiting to be used by someone with enough audacity to take a disastrous step.


In Hated in the Nation, that data gets weaponised into teaching a lesson. But the ones who needed the lesson never really get it.


The Only One I Found to be on the Positive Side: San Junipero



Just when I thought Black Mirror was going to warp my brain and fill me with dread for the future, I watched San Junipero. And it was… beautiful but also predictable.


For once, I found the use of advanced technology to be healing, to offer connection for the helpless, to create joy. It explored death and the afterlife in a way that felt hopeful instead of horrifying.


I’ve only finished three seasons so far, but I’m hooked. I’ll definitely be back with more reflections, more worry, and hopefully another feel-good episode or two (right?).

Monday, 6 October 2025

Top Five Favourites from The Life of a Showgirl by Taylor Swift

October 06, 2025 0 Comments



The Life of a Showgirl might be a LOT of things, but the life of a swiftie is never dull.


As a Bengali, I was already in a festive mood with Durga Puja shenanigans right before the album release. But I would not deny the fact that I was more excited for the album than I was for Durga Puja this year.


First of all, when the tracks were declared and the fifth track of the album stared at me, I could almost hear it say, “It’s me. Hi! I’m the problem, it’s me.”


Taylor Swift admitted to placing her most “vulnerable, personal, honest, emotional” song as Track 5 on her albums in 2019 when the fans spotted that pattern. Of course, I was eagerly waiting to be wrecked by a song. Again.


In India, the album was released at 9:30 in the morning and I only got out of bed after listening to all the songs. With TLOAS being the shortest TS album till date, it took me just an hour to go through them all (yes, I might’ve listened to a few of them multiple times). I loved some songs immediately and others might’ve taken some time to gel with. After that 31-songs double album which was heavier than expected, I was relieved that The Life of a Showgirl is full of upbeat and lighter songs (except maybe two).


This time, I did not listen to the album in the order TS wanted us to. I went rogue and hit play on Eldest Daughter first. And somehow each song led me to the next one either through the lyrics or by the essence. It was almost like following an invisible string. It became a very personal experience and now I’m ready to share my top five favourites from the album.


1. Eldest Daughter

Hand on my heart, I did not expect to cry. Yes, I was expecting a hard-hitting song, but to be honest, the lyrics are not that sharp. They don’t cut you the way some songs on The Tortured Poets Department, or Midnights, or folklore do. And yet, I was sobbing to the song because it felt like someone could see right through me without having to explain anything. Of course, she captures the weight of being an eldest daughter in the song, but then I started to question why she included this in an album which is supposedly about the life of a showgirl. And I knew the answer even before I could utter that question out loud. Every eldest daughter is a showgirl in a sense only we can understand.
Favourite lines:
“When you found me, I said I was busy
That was a lie
I have been afflicted with a terminal uniqueness
I’ve been dying just trying to seem cool.”



2. Opalite

I loved how the song starts. That metaphor "eating out of trash" had me laughing out loud. I loved this song so much because of its chorus. It's also a quite positive spin on her song You're On Your Own, Kid from Midnights. I have been listening to this song on loop. It makes me shimmer and feel better almost instantly. In her radio interviews on the album release day, she has been saying that this is Travis's favourite track from the album. She revealed that Travis's birthstone is opal, and it's no longer a guess to figure out what the song is about. Nevertheless, this is what I love about art - you are free to interpret a song in your own way, and you can take the lyrics and fit them into whatever situation you want to relate them to.
Favourite lines:
"This is just
A temporary speedbump
But failures bring you freedom
And I can bring you love, love, love, love (love)
Don't you sweat it, baby, it's alright,
You were dancing through the lightning strikes,"


3. CANCELLED!

Taylor Swift has a habit of picking up popular phrases and terms and including them in her lyrics. Remember You Need To Calm Down? Well, so that's why I figured this song would be about the many times she had been cancelled or rather just an overall experience of being a popular person (especially women) who can never do everything right in the eyes of the audience. People will always find a reason to cancel you, no matter what you do. But when I listened to the song, I absolutely fell in love with it. Not just because of its peppy beats but because this song is so much about friendship. Being aware of the whole situation with Blake Lively (one of Taylor's best friends) and her legal battle with Justin Baldoni, I could not help but wonder if this song is about their friendship. For me, the song really spoke to me and made me realise how real friendships don't always need to be showcased in front of everyone.
Favourite lines:
"Welcome to my underworld where it gets quite dark
At least you know exactly who your friends are
They're the ones with matching scars."



4. Ruin The Friendship

My favourite part of music is always the lyrics. I listen to the lyrics as if it's a story. Taylor Swift has always emphasized how she loves storytelling. Her chosen medium is songs and in many such songs, you will find a well-defined story lying within to enthrall you and entertain you at the same time. This particular song from The Life of a Showgirl does exactly that. It felt like I was reading a novel and the ending made my jaw drop. I am completely mesmerized by how TS takes sad situations and turns them into a positive one, and in some songs like this one, she ends up with a twist that you'll not expect (thanks to the tune of the song).
Favourite lines:
"It was not an invitation
But I flew home anyway
With so much left to say
It was not convenient, no
But I whispered at the grave
'Should've kissed you anyway'."



5. The Life of a Showgirl

What I loved about this album is that it did not match my expectations. With a title like The Life of a Showgirl and all her promo snippets, the entire vibe of the album as presented by her, I was expecting a grand album. But I forgot that she mentioned this is mostly about what goes on behind the stage in the life of a showgirl. So, except one track, I was pleasantly surprised by every track by her. The final song of the album is all about how it's not as glamorous as it seems, but doing it anyway for the love of it. She does say in an interview that it happened to her. Someone once adviced her against it but she did it anyway. Being a writer, I could relate to it a hundred percent. People have been warning me, advising me against being a writer ever since I fell in love with all of it. And once again, I get comfort in knowing that someone was in the same position and she did what she wanted to do despite all the hurdles.
Favourite lines:
"Thank you for the lovely bouquet
I'm married to the hustle
And now I know the life of a showgirl, babe
Pain hidden by the lipstick and lace
Sequins are forever
And now I know the life of a showgirl, babe
Wouldn't have it any other way,"



Those are my top five favourite songs from The Life of a Showgirl. I obviously like a few other songs as well. There are some that did not speak to me at all and that's okay. We do have a huge cornucopia of songs to play. While I go play 'Eldest Daughter' and 'Opalite' on loop, and rewatch the music video of The Fate of Ophelia, you tell me which songs did you love from this album?

Saturday, 23 August 2025

13 Taylor Swift Songs That Are NOT About Break-Ups

August 23, 2025 0 Comments


Taylor Swift’s NEW album is here, you folks!


THE LIFE OF A SHOWGIRL!


I mean, if you haven’t watched the 2-hour podcast episode yet, please find some time and watch it. The world embraced the sparkly orange, and only TS had the guts to do it when people in her country are already suffering under an orange power.

By the way, you probably know that Taylor Swift is often “accused” of writing songs about breakups. Yes, it feels like accusations the way the media portrays her music. The intent is always to demean her work because she mostly writes about love and breakups. Despite love being one of the most talked-about emotions, despite every other musician singing or writing about the same thing, it suddenly becomes unacceptable or too frivolous when it’s Taylor Swift?


Make that make sense, folks!


But hey, did you know TS wrote about other things as well?


If not, keep scrolling. We’re here to talk about thirteen (yes, 13) songs by Taylor Swift that are NOT about falling in love or breakups.


1.     1. Marjorie (Album: evermore)
Marjorie is the name of Taylor’s grandmother. She lost her when she was really young. She lost her when she was not in the same town. In an interview clip, Taylor mentions that she regrets not being around her when it happened. She regrets not knowing her and all of those emotions are poured into this song. It’s a deeply emotional song about her grandmother and how she still feels her and how she would’ve loved to spend more time with her and get to know her. Somehow, she even managed to find her grandmother’s opera vocals and put them in this song and that segment never fails to give me goosebumps.


My favourite lines: “Never be so kind that you forget to be clever, 
never be so clever that you forget to be kind.”


2.      2. this is me trying (Album: folklore)
In her Long Pond Studio Sessions, Taylor Swift talks to Jack Antonoff (they write songs together) about this song. They talk about how people with addiction and mental health illnesses are always in an active fight in their daily lives. The song depicts how the act of trying is almost a battle. Moreover, the song also talks about how someone who feels like they’ve lost it in life despite having so much potential in school years or earlier years. This song breaks my heart and is one of my most favourite songs of all time by TS.


My favourite lines:
They told me all of my cages were mental
So I got wasted like all my potential
And my words shoot to kill when I'm mad
I have a lot of regrets about that…”


3.      3. I Hate it Here (Album: The Tortured Poets Department)
If you have ever felt that you don’t really belong to this world and that you almost always want to escape into daydreams or in a world of imagination (like binge-reading or watching something), this song is the one for you. TS writes about being trapped in a body or a world where they cannot be what they really are and thus, need to escape to a different world. This is a song that will appeal to the introverts and hypersensitive people who are probably the more adversely affected lot due to the harshness of this world.


My favourite lines: 
I'm lonely but I'm good
I'm bitter but I swear I'm fine
I'll save all my romanticism for my inner life
and I'll get lost on purpose
This place made me feel worthless...”


4.      4. Mean (Album: Speak Now)
One thing that Taylor Swift does best is turn her experiences into these superb songs that you can even dance to. In a few interview, she explains that she wrote this song ‘Mean’ about the critics who wrote about her albums by not giving any constructive criticism but just being mean. She was thinking about this powerless feeling of being at the receiving end of such mean comments from people no matter how hard she works. And then the song also gives an upbeat melody and lyrics that can fill you with hope about how all these mean comments will not affect her one day when she’s made it big.


My favourite lines: “S
omeday... I'll be living in a big old city
and all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
and all you're ever gonna be is mean.”


5.      5. 22 (Album: Red)
This song is so full of young energy. Although the title of the song very specifically is about the age “22”, what I feel from watching the music video is that TS wrote and sang how it feels to be in her early to mid-twenties, having a lot of fun and just enjoying life when you start to enter this new phase of life when you’re free from studies and have started earning. For some of us, this might even be the late twenties. Also, she’s surrounded by her female friends in this music video and even the lyrics is about how they’re taking a break from everything and just feeling young. In an interview, she mentions that she wanted to write how she was feeling while spending her summer with her friends.


My favourite lines: “We're happy, free, confused and lonely at the same time,
It's miserable and magical.”


6.      6. You Need to Calm Down (Album: Lover)
Here’s something for all the haters. Taylor Swift gets a lot of negative attention on the internet despite having a huge following of Swifties who are hardcore protectors of her. Although, TS have stayed away from engaging with politics or mixing it with her music for a long time… this is probably one of the times we see her touching upon issues she feels strongly about. Apart from being a response to internet trolls and haters, this song hints at her support for the queer community and she also talks about how female celebrities keep getting compared to each other despite each of them having a massive superpower themselves.


My favourite lines:
And we see you over there on the internet
Comparing all the girls who are killing it
But we figured you out
We all know now, we all got crowns
You need to calm down…”


7.      7. Only the Young (from the documentary Miss Americana)
This song, played in the credits of the documentary Miss Americana, is like an anthem. In this documentary, and various other interviews succeeding it, TS expressed how young people get affected the most with all the terrible issues in their country like gun violence, stalking, healthcare, climate change, etc. So, this song was pretty much Taylor openly expressing her political beliefs and also revealing her support against the then President of US, Donald Trump.
My favourite lines:
They aren’t gonna help us
Too busy helping themselves
They aren’t gonna change this
We gotta do it ourselves...”


8.      8. The Man (Album: Lover)
It’s not a new thing that Taylor often gets a lot of headlines for reasons her male contemporaries are left out of the discussions. Drawing from her personal experience as a businesswoman and from the collective experience of being a woman, she wrote this song to represent how the society views men and women in a vastly different lens. Another political number, Taylor Swift smashes the patriarchy with her lyrics in this song and hey, don’t miss this music video (and of course, the BTS of making this video) on her YouTube channel.


My favourite lines:
I'm so sick of running as fast as I can
Wondering if I'd get there quicker if I was a man.”


9.      9. mad woman (Album: folklore)
Now that we’ve talked about how women and men are treated differently just because of the gender, let’s talk about this freakishly beautiful song that is all about how women have been labelled as “mad” left, right, and centre for ridiculous reasons. One of my most favourite songs, this carries the rage of all the women who have been called either angry or insane. Just go and tell me, if it doesn’t chill your bones.


My favourite lines:
And there's nothin' like a mad woman
What a shame she went mad
No one likes a mad woman
You made her like that
And you'll poke that bear 'til her claws come out
And you find something to wrap your noose around
And there's nothin' like a mad woman…”


10. Long Live (Album: Speak Now)
This fantastic song is from one of her earlier albums and the whole meaning of it has evolved ever since she first started performing it. As per Taylor, this song is dedicated to her band and the fans who have been there with her for years, standing by her side, as they scaled the wobbly heights of the music industry. Full of gratitude, this song is one of the best live performances that addresses directly to all the struggles of an artist but at the same time, being grateful for everything she has achieved. While she performs this song during the Eras Tour, it sort of also hinted at how she keeps manifesting the stardom she’s so in fond of.


My favourite lines: Will you take a moment?
Promise me this
That you'll stand by me forever
But if, God forbid, fate should step in
And force us into a goodbye
If you have children someday
When they point to the pictures
Please tell them my name
Tell them how the crowds went wild
Tell them how I hope they shine...”


11. Anti-Hero (Album: Midnights)
Ever had a bout of self-loathing? Well, this song is going to become your shadow then. Taylor explains in an Instagram post how we all have things we hate about ourselves. And this one particularly caters to that extremely unsettling and yet comfortable feeling most of us might have experienced.
My favourite lines:
It's me, hi, I'm the problem, it's me
At tea time, everybody agrees
I'll stare directly at the sun but never in the mirror
It must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.”


12. I Did Something Bad (Album: reputation)
The entire album of reputation has a huge lore behind it. In short, Taylor Swift received a lot of hate from the media in the years before this album for a lot of reasons. She disappeared from everywhere for a year. Came back with this banger of an album where each and every song is fueled by rage, frustration, and it shows how Taylor embraces whatever is thrown at her and turns it into the best possible songs. I Did Something Bad, if lyrics are decoded, refers to events in her life that aren’t so pleasant and where she’s painted as a villain for standing up for herself. Moreover, it is also speculated that quite a few songs on this album have references to the popular show on HBO, “A Game of Thrones”. This song is apparently about the Stark sisters, Sansa and Arya, plotting the death of Littlefinger. Oops, sorry about the spoiler if you haven’t watched the show yet.


My favourite lines: “This is how the world works
You gotta leave before you get left…”


13. Mastermind (Album: Midnights)
You know what’s the best thing about Taylor Swift? If you listen to a song enough number of times and really listen to the lyrics and know the entire lore, you’ll probably end up finding references to love and breakups in most of her songs. And yet, the song might be about something completely different. Like, this one – Mastermind. It might seem like she’s talking about a guy but this song is more about how she’s demeaned on the internet for being a strategist… a calculative planner who loves doing all of it so much. In an interview, she also ends up saying that she was inspired for this song by a movie she was watching. I don’t remember which movie she was referring to. But even if you look at how she planned her Eras Tour and all of her Easter Eggs for her fans, she lives up to this image of being a Mastermind and how!


My favourite lines: No one wanted to play with me as a little kid
So I've been scheming like a criminal ever since
To make them love me and make it seem effortless
This is the first time I've felt the need to confess…”


So, there you go! And be assured that there are more songs by Taylor which are not about love or breakups. But hey, this list had to have 13. *wink wink*


Tell me now, which is your favourite Taylor Swift song that has nothing to do with a love story or a break-up?

Friday, 6 September 2024

10 Songs by Min Yoongi (a.k.a SUGA of BTS) That Speak to the Soul #FeatureFriday

September 06, 2024 0 Comments

 



If you are someone like me who finds much of their comfort and motivation from books and music, then this post will be of help to you.

For those of you who do not know who Min Yoongi is, let me introduce you to SUGA of BTS. Whether you have heard their songs or not, I am sure you have heard of BTS, the South Korean boy band that is taking over the world (I kid you not!). SUGA is Min Yoongi’s stage name as a part of BTS. He is a rapper, lyricist, composer and music producer. He is probably most widely known as SUGA because of the popularity of BTS and as SUGA he has co-written and co-produced many of BTS’s songs. Aside from that, SUGA also produces music for other artists. Eight by IU, That That by Psy, and Wine by Suran are some of his award winning songs as a producer. He also uses the name Agust D for his solo projects.

Min Yoongi has a unique way of blending raw honesty with soothing melodies. Both as SUGA or as Agust D, his music often resonates deeply, especially during life's tough phases. If you’ve ever in need of a comforting companion through the rough patches that we all have to face in life, his songs might just be that warm blanket you need!



Here are the 10 songs by Min Yoongi that brought me much comfort:



10. Song Request; by Lee Sora ft. SUGA


This is a quintessential break up song by Lee Sora, that features SUGA as a writer and rapper. It is a sentimental song with a slow sweet melody that suits the mood of a person who has broken up with someone but yet to completely let go. SUGA has one verse in it but that one verse is enough to comfort you because in typical SUGA style, his verse is like a direct conversation with you - the listener.

“When you’re intoxicated with memories

And bring someone up

That’s when I become your music”

You can watch the music video here: {For K-drama lovers - the MV features actor Byeon Woo-Seok of the recent Lovely Runner fame in a scene.}

  


9. So Far Away ft. Suran; Agust D Mixtape


Have you ever had days that suddenly hit you with certain realisations? There you are hustling to pay the bills and make a good living, and all of a sudden you realise that you no longer remember the dream that you were working towards? Or maybe, remember the days when you were passionate about something but now you don’t even remember why? And it disorients you a bit? Well, on days like that, listen to this song.

“Dream, I will be there for your creation

Until the end of your life

Dream, wherever you might be

It will be lenient

Dream, you will fully bloom

After all the hardships

Dream, your beginnings will seem humble

So prosperous will your future be"

8. First Love; BTS - You Never Walk Alone


‘First Love’ is SUGA’s solo song for the BTS album. The song is, as the title suggests, about his first love - a brown piano of his childhood. The song is a conversation between SUGA and this piano. But is it really only about the piano from his childhood that may have sparked his love for music? I would love to ask him that. But personally I felt that the song is also about how there are things that NEVER change through your lifespan - whether you stick to it or whether you leave it and later find your way back to it years later. Maybe, it is also a bit about our innocence as a child that let’s us see the things we love without the filter that the world puts on us? Tell me what you think after you have listened to it.

“Yeah, yeah I remember back then
When I was fed up and lost

Back then when I fell into a pit of despair

Even when I pushed you away

Even when I resented meeting you

You were firmly by my side

You didn't have to say anything

So don't ever let go of my hand

I won't let you go ever again either

My birth and the end of my life

You will be there to watch over it all”

This is my favourite version of the song:


7. People; D-2 Mixtape


Ever feel tired of the people around you? Ever feel ‘heavy’ because of all the judgements and expectations? Tired of colouring within the tight boundaries set for you? I do not know how to verbalise what this song means except to say it made me feel seen. You have to listen to it for yourself and tell me what you get out of this song, ‘cause I don’t have words.


“What's good is good, in the end

What's good is good

Things don’t always go as intended

Discomfort is something everyone has to withstand

The repetition of dramatic situations can make your life exhausting”


6. People Pt.2 ft. IU; D-Day Studio Album


Another song that really looks a deeper look into people and their experiences in life. I would like to invite you to choose the sweetest thing about this song and your choices are - Yoongi’s lyrics, IU’s vocals & the black Labrador in the MV. The first thing that really ‘got’ me in this song is probably not my favourite part of this song (hint: my favourite part is Yoongi’s vocals in this) - the opening lines sung by IU. I would really like to know what those lines mean to you, dear reader.


“Selflessness can actually be selfish, too, it's true

It's actually my greed when I say that it’s all for you

Will I be happy if I give up my greed

A half-illusion that can never be fulfilled”


Experience this song through the MV & good luck:



5. Trivia 轉: Seesaw; BTS - Proof


Another solo song of SUGA in BTS’s discography, Seesaw is really what had me spiralling and paying attention to Yoongi & his lyrics. I have written a whole separate post on about Seesaw here, so I’ll keep it short - if you have been through the push and pull in any kind of relationship in your life - you must listen through this one.


“People can be so conniving

We know someone gets hurt if the other is gone

But neither of us want to be the bad guy

In the midst of a series of vague responsibilities, umm-umm

We became so sick of each other that we finally became parallel

Ay, although this wasn't the kind of parallel that I wanted"


4. Dear My Friend ft. Kim Jong Wan; D-2 Mixtape


Ever lost someone close to you in your life? Have you ever felt somehow responsible how things turned out in that person’s life? Have you ever wondered if YOU could have done something to change what happened? Have you felt certain other negative feelings because of that ‘was I somehow responsible’? Have you wondered how it would be today if that person was still your life? If you have, I dare you to listen to this song when you are on your own and not cry! The pain & regret in the song came through to me even before I looked up the lyrics.


“Was it you who changed? Or was it me? Uh

I hate this flowing time, it's us who changed

Hey, I hate you, hey, I don't like you

Hey, even as I say these words, I miss you”


3. Life Goes On; D-Day Studio Album

The contrast between BTS/SUGA and August D is always very stark, but none so in your face like this song. That is because BTS has a song of same title, and Yoongi has used his lines from that in this version (I do not know which version was written first). While BTS version of ‘Life Goes On’ is much happier, positive and hopeful - which is what BTS does for their ARMYs (unless the rapline has some scores to settle 😝) - August D gives you a reality check but leave you with some hope without you realising it.

“I know, I know this place right now

A place that will soon become a memory

Don't be afraid until the end of my life

Because life will go on forever”


2. Amygdala; D-Day Studio Album

The MV comes with a trigger warning & the song should too. The song is deeply personal and the MV is very visual. The title ‘Amygdala’ itself is a warning because Amygdala actually of the part of the brain that stores the memories that the brain thinks you need to remember for your survival - so basically the harshest memories that you’d rather forget. So yeah, it will either trigger you or help you heal. It’s really a toss-up depending on where you are in your healing journey. Proceed with caution.


“So, is all countless suffering for my own good?

What didn't kill me only made me stronger

And I begin to bloom like a lotus flower once again"


1. Snooze ft. Ryuichi Sakamoto & Woosung; D-Day Studio Album


Yoongi wrote this song for everyone who idolize him and want to follow in his steps. It’s once again a reality check about how the path ahead of them is not going to be easy, but also provides a bit of hope through his presence and his words. You don't have to be dreaming of becoming a k-pop idol to be able to relate to it or to feel consoled. Nobody understands the power of words like Yoongi does. In this song he shows how being honest with your words can have a larger impact on people and how the repetitive (and the almost meditative way he delivers them) words can have a deeper effect (in this case a positive effect) on a person.


“Everything will be okay, Everything will be okay,

Everything will be okay, Everything will be okay,

Everything will be okay, Everything will be okay,

Everything will be okay, Everything will be okay,

Everything will be okay, Everything will be okay,

Everything will be okay, Everything will be okay,

Everything will be okay, Everything will be okay,

Everything will be okay, Everything will be okay.”


Here's my tattoo inspired by Snooze:


Like any form of art, music/songs are open to interpretation. Your interpretation is going to be different from me - depending on both personality and experience. As such, I do hope you see some of the things that I saw in these songs - but at the same time, I hope that you will see completely different things. Am I making sense?


Each of these songs serves as a reminder that we are not alone and that resilience and hope can guide us through the darkest moments. Whether you're navigating personal struggles or simply need a reminder of your own inner strength, Agust D’s words will always be there for you.